somehow as monday approaches, i'm dreading it tremendously.
in fact, it's the whole of december.
its gonna be long and tiring..
so long that my following weekends are getting shortened!
it's like the light at every end of the tunnel getting dimmer and dimmer.
i hate the forest, i hate the lalangs, i hate the dirt track.
this is one of the few rare moments i really feel the strong calling to ORD immediately to get out of all this bullshit.
i feel like i'm missing out so much other things in life just to experience the things i never ever want to go through at all.
well, i guess one way to comfort myself is to learn to embrace them all.

press on and endure!
block leave is coming!
another 26 more days!
ORD in another 160 days!

i literally chiong-ed a sua yesterday!
bashed through all the tall lalangs and vegetation for almost 1hr (the lalangs are taller than me and they can cut me like a paper can).
followed by rushing a mountain.
i almost peng-sun.
head was a little dizzy and perspiring heavily.
trust me, its no fun.
totally not fun!
doing this for day isnt that bad. doing at night sucked big time!
can't see spider.

it was my first 'rush-the-mountain' field camp after a long 1/2 yr break from it.
i really hate the smell of the vegetation.
it's a sick type of musky smell, kinda make me feel like puking .
and the scorching weather was a killer.
leaves u totally drained.
but nevertheless, it beats a rainy weather, which dampers everyone's spirit.
this field camp is just the beginning.
i'm not looking forward to the field camp next week.
distance gonna increase, terrain really suckss.

God bless my section and i.