i feel like i'm wasting my time.
i just feel like sitting down and do nothing.
which was what i've been doing for the past few hours! hahaha.
can't get enough of this feeling.
and it feels good to sit on the bean bag and watch tv!
or rather kop my sis ds lite and play GTA while on the bean bag.
looking at my guitar, i know i'm just procrastinating the practice.
yes yes yes, tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow.
i shall practice tomorrow.
i will try.
if not it might be a disaster on sun.
hahahaha.
Friday, May 28, 2010
Thursday, May 20, 2010
flying off to phuket to have fun with the poobs.
ya, 8 guys + me = 9 guys having fun in phuket. hahaha.
somehow, i don't feel too good about the trip.
australia, hongkong, taiwan, korea... i went to all these countries with anticipation and excitement.
but somehow this phuket trip . . .
hmmmm...
well, i don't know man.
i'm worried about forgetting to bring things, getting cheated, trip don't go smoothly, wear wrong shirt colour etc..
hahaha.
maybe it's because thailand's not very safe now.
the land of thousand smiles might be filled with knives underneath.
watched too much thai horror flick and mafia show.
i have to admit, skin colour and language DO make a difference in making me feel safe about a place.
if you can't communicate, you might be eaten up.
you don't know who to trust.
i say skin colour cos i feel safer around yellow skins.
even though they may be japanese or koreans whom i can't communicate with, it feels like they're just from a different ethnic group!
oohhhh God, i can only hand over everything to You and may You take my worries away and make it a wonderful and enjoyable trip for me!
ya, 8 guys + me = 9 guys having fun in phuket. hahaha.
somehow, i don't feel too good about the trip.
australia, hongkong, taiwan, korea... i went to all these countries with anticipation and excitement.
but somehow this phuket trip . . .
hmmmm...
well, i don't know man.
i'm worried about forgetting to bring things, getting cheated, trip don't go smoothly, wear wrong shirt colour etc..
hahaha.
maybe it's because thailand's not very safe now.
the land of thousand smiles might be filled with knives underneath.
watched too much thai horror flick and mafia show.
i have to admit, skin colour and language DO make a difference in making me feel safe about a place.
if you can't communicate, you might be eaten up.
you don't know who to trust.
i say skin colour cos i feel safer around yellow skins.
even though they may be japanese or koreans whom i can't communicate with, it feels like they're just from a different ethnic group!
oohhhh God, i can only hand over everything to You and may You take my worries away and make it a wonderful and enjoyable trip for me!
Saturday, May 08, 2010
when i look at the package from SIM, i was sooooo excited!!
when i opened the envelope, i was even more excited!!!
when i took out the content and examined it, i was turned off!!!!
not that i was rejected, but it is one whole big stack of contract.
and i have to pour through them and understand what the hell i am signing.
yes, i'm procrastinating.
taking my own sweet time to read through, or rather wait for time to pass.. hahaha.
need to grasp what i need to do to it and find a job at the same time!
when i opened the envelope, i was even more excited!!!
when i took out the content and examined it, i was turned off!!!!
not that i was rejected, but it is one whole big stack of contract.
and i have to pour through them and understand what the hell i am signing.
yes, i'm procrastinating.
taking my own sweet time to read through, or rather wait for time to pass.. hahaha.
need to grasp what i need to do to it and find a job at the same time!
Friday, May 07, 2010
he thinks that everyone else's time is not precious.
only his is precious.
loves to hold things till the last minute.
he thinks that he is the only one with things to do, others are very free.
because of him, he delays everything.
take his own sweet time to do and talk while he wastes everyone's time.
outstanding.
teach me how to be positive when he wastes your time for the past one year?
and now we're going to ORD tml, he still wastes our time by not signing our clearance when we don't owe him anymore things.
he don't sign, higher echelon cannot sign. higher echelon no sign, document clerk no sign. document clerk no sign, no pink ic!
claims that he understands, but his actions don't prove so!
explanation is weak..
we've been waiting for the whole week just for his signature.
and he refuse to sign till today 1240.
by the time we have our lunch, higher echelon is gone.
and tml is a bn off day!
how wonderful. who to sign?
luckily we contacted higher echelon and he came back especially just to sign for us so that we can ord on time, and he instructed him to sign on oc's behalf.
damn that burger.
still got the cheek to tell me not to complain so much, and say that we are not active in doing our clearance, and says that this is his first batch ord got so much problem doing clearance.
if i don't do anything about it, will i get my pink ic tml?
will i ord on time?
fat hope.
true that i complain a lot.
but is he expecting us to keep quiet like a dog and say 'YES MASTER!' and go back to camp again on monday to do the clearance?
what's his problem?
can't he let us ord in smoothly?
he's the ultimate mood killer.
loves to stunt and delay/waste people's time.
if u know that some things can be cleared faster, but it is not happening, will you push for it to move faster? or will u just sit there and wait for things to happen?
if you know that it is because of one person jeopardising everything, will you want to give that guy a tight slap to wake up his idea?
and the one person wrongs you when you've tried your best to clear it fast, won't you be furious?
arghhhhh.... there's just so much frustrating things about my past 1 year.
but of cos there are positive things as well.
just that the frustrating things get to my nerve faster.
the whole bn knows about him and no one can stand his stupid attitude.
you have to experience him yourself to understand the ultimate frustration.
ohhhh teach me to be positive when you face such a person 24/7 from mon-fri.
even the new specs taking over us questioned me "he told us to wait for him downstairs at 2030, now it's 2100, is he coming down? does this happen often? just tell us honestly."
i tried to keep mum about it and let the new specs discover him by themselves.
and i told them he needs a 2nd chance to change his image with you guys.
i bet they don't have a good impression of him now..
trying to stunt the new specs like how he stunt us 1 year ago...
nice move for a first impression...
leopard never changes it's spot.....
he is my grinding stone.
i am the iron.
we all have endured him for one year.
he's not that all a bad person, just that his negative traits overpower his good-willed intentions.
nevertheless, ORD LOH!!!!!!!!!!!
'The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing.'
only his is precious.
loves to hold things till the last minute.
he thinks that he is the only one with things to do, others are very free.
because of him, he delays everything.
take his own sweet time to do and talk while he wastes everyone's time.
outstanding.
teach me how to be positive when he wastes your time for the past one year?
and now we're going to ORD tml, he still wastes our time by not signing our clearance when we don't owe him anymore things.
he don't sign, higher echelon cannot sign. higher echelon no sign, document clerk no sign. document clerk no sign, no pink ic!
claims that he understands, but his actions don't prove so!
explanation is weak..
we've been waiting for the whole week just for his signature.
and he refuse to sign till today 1240.
by the time we have our lunch, higher echelon is gone.
and tml is a bn off day!
how wonderful. who to sign?
luckily we contacted higher echelon and he came back especially just to sign for us so that we can ord on time, and he instructed him to sign on oc's behalf.
damn that burger.
still got the cheek to tell me not to complain so much, and say that we are not active in doing our clearance, and says that this is his first batch ord got so much problem doing clearance.
if i don't do anything about it, will i get my pink ic tml?
will i ord on time?
fat hope.
true that i complain a lot.
but is he expecting us to keep quiet like a dog and say 'YES MASTER!' and go back to camp again on monday to do the clearance?
what's his problem?
can't he let us ord in smoothly?
he's the ultimate mood killer.
loves to stunt and delay/waste people's time.
if u know that some things can be cleared faster, but it is not happening, will you push for it to move faster? or will u just sit there and wait for things to happen?
if you know that it is because of one person jeopardising everything, will you want to give that guy a tight slap to wake up his idea?
and the one person wrongs you when you've tried your best to clear it fast, won't you be furious?
arghhhhh.... there's just so much frustrating things about my past 1 year.
but of cos there are positive things as well.
just that the frustrating things get to my nerve faster.
the whole bn knows about him and no one can stand his stupid attitude.
you have to experience him yourself to understand the ultimate frustration.
ohhhh teach me to be positive when you face such a person 24/7 from mon-fri.
even the new specs taking over us questioned me "he told us to wait for him downstairs at 2030, now it's 2100, is he coming down? does this happen often? just tell us honestly."
i tried to keep mum about it and let the new specs discover him by themselves.
and i told them he needs a 2nd chance to change his image with you guys.
i bet they don't have a good impression of him now..
trying to stunt the new specs like how he stunt us 1 year ago...
nice move for a first impression...
leopard never changes it's spot.....
he is my grinding stone.
i am the iron.
we all have endured him for one year.
he's not that all a bad person, just that his negative traits overpower his good-willed intentions.
nevertheless, ORD LOH!!!!!!!!!!!
'The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing.'
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