w/o work, i think i've got quite a handful of things to do.
and i think they are meaningful and fruitful.

1. AHM
i will conquer 21km once more. last year, i took abt 2hrs 13min.
this year? i hope i can do it in 2hrs 30min. ORD lo, less fit liao. 2hr 30min will be good enough for my low stamina body now. haha.

2. script-writing workshop
yea, i joined FPA (film & performing arts) as a cca, thanks to charlie pharlie. well, $10 for 3 yrs of membership... quite worth? hahaha.
but on 2nd thoughts, it's not really my stuff.
not much interest in it..
but since i'm in it already, just finish up this workshop and i'll see what happens next.
i hope it'll be interesting and useful. hehehe

3. song-writing workshop
by destiny yes! i don't know wat, but as i was browsing through, it just suddenly hit me that i shld check it out.
though i dun have much talent, but seems cool to attend this workshop and find out how pple write songs yea? ;)

4. medley of 20 songs!
ohhh!! for destiny once again. i really thank God and job for giving me the chance to be in his band to play for destiny once again, for i know my skills are limited and not tip-top. there are many much better players than me. talented and younger players. haha. i'm old and inadequate. so, really thankful for the opportunity. i shall do my best and improve!

5. youth christmas rally
as part of the committee, i am quite excited about the event. though i'm afraid of my own short-comings and lack of determination. i really really pray for God's intervention and guidance for this event. wouldn't want it to be our plan, but Your plan. coolios? hahaha.

oh yea, busy for a good cause, busy for a zero-income cause. ;)
haha.

been watching 可疑的三兄弟 (three brothers) lately.
kinda feel emo-ed by the show.
especially by the life of the housewife and her husband.
how do i put it?
hmmm, i can't help but to feel emo-ed.
life can get so draining when no one understands.
when you just do your job quietly out of responsibility and duty, yet unappreciated and nagged at. for 10 years.
at night when your husband returns from work, u just need a listening ear.
but at the same time, your husband is vexed and stressed from work.
and through all the accumulated negative feelings, it's hard not to feel emo.
bahhhhhhh~~
i dunno how to express this.
crap.
emo-ed.

but as i watch the show, at least it reminds me and teach me about the facts of life that i will be facing next time.
how will i face them?
after 10 yrs, when all the lovey-dovey feelings become blend (ya, literal translation from chinese. haha), what will i do?
from household chores right down to earning money, and then into maintaining relationships and bringing up children.
we each only have 24hrs a day.
how do we use them?

my conclusion: i shall plan and enjoy my time wisely while i'm still single.
and available. ;)