i'm so scared.
i've never been so scared b4 for any exams in my entire life, not even for 'O' levels.
i'm scared, not because of tml's paper, but because of thurs papers.
i really feel like i'm going into the battlefield with empty rounds, bringing with me nothing but guilt and shame and stupidity and nervousness and feeling of self-pity.
it's really very bad man.
i NEED to, and i MUST, get myself together and focus on studying.
how can i be so weak and let little things in life affect me and throw my focus off-course?
i should change my mindset and start on focusing and concentrating on what is important now, and not on what is not important.
i pray that i can do it and not take supp paper.

God is my strength.
and "God will never give me more than i can handle, He will provide enough support to get me through anything. that's a promise".
thanks huilin for the encouragement and reminder.