today was a great day!
though i didnt really do much things. haha.
i was bumming away quite a lot of time.

woke up at 12pm, then don't know why i had the urge to read the book "i kissed dating goodbye" by joshua harris.
it's really a good book.
was flipping through the book, and heavily reminded on what i should be doing now.
my focus was wrong, kinda thrown off-course.
not that i'm in any relationships now. haha.
hmmm. things that are done prematurely will not be at their best.
romance and love that are not at the right time (premature) will not be at their best.
usually premature relationships lead to dire consequences.
heartaches (directly felt), affect personality (indirect), affect external relationships (friends, maybe).
of cos, short-term gains are attention and "love"..
maybe free meals and entertainment as well? haha.

so well, premature relationships are just like premarital sex.
done at the wrong time and not at its best.
sex within marriage is best. and i believe that.

similarly, until the time is right, no bgr.
draw my lines and circles and keep at friends.
though sometimes it's kinda tough to not feel anything special for tt someone.
but still, i have to shift my focus and not express it out until the time is right.