yet again, i'm feeling the feeling that screams out "I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO CAMP!!"
hahaha. dammit!
arghhh!
just 3 more months!

counting: 6 days to the start of acsm course.

a sense of liberation from my usual camp duties:
3 weeks of NOT seeing my men.
3 weeks i don't need to take care of them, boil blood at them, get disappointed at the things they do, vex over their problems, get disappointed at my superiors not wanting to dish out the well-deserved punishment that the men earned over repeated disciplinary issues.
3 weeks of relieve and peace.

but all these equate to:
2 weeks of pure lecture and mugging about the military, followed by 4D3N worth of FULL TROOP EXERCISE aka 1x very xiong outfield (probably 1x very gao lat one that i never want to do at all.)

tough times are coming man.
even tougher than when i was in my training phase.
sleepless nights in the field.
i need to buy MORE and consume MORE comfort food while in the field.
e.g. myojo mee pok dry, gummy bears, sour plum etc.
hai, no chance of taking the backseat before i ORD.
all the high key and tua zhong events just 1 week before i ORD..

ohhh boy......... i really do miss all those small little uplifting moments that i had about a year ago while i was still a trainee.
the rush of excitement each time i returned to bunk, opened my cupboard and pulled out my drawer . . . . . .

*click*

*click*

*click*

the tingling sensation, the moments i'll never forget.