this week was quite an intense one.
it's just the 2nd week of school.
it wasn't just an ordinary week.
it was mentally and emotionally intense.

i was worried about tutorials.
not just completing them, but also understanding what was taught.
next, worship practice on thurs night was so horrible.
i felt so bad about myself that i just sat on my toilet bowl and stoned when i was home.
ISORG had a mini group project.
i have yet to finish my part (then).
the script writing for christmas required my attention too.
the dreams i've been having made me feel horrible when i wake up in the morning.
kinda suck the soul out of me.

well, but i thank God that i've JUST finish my ISORG and submitted it.
and that worship yesterday was still AWESOME even though i felt i was really bad on thurs and i didn't practice at all before sunday and i had no time to adjust my pedal settings.

this is a new week.
new things are coming.

dear Lord,
please make my week good,
though i know i'm a bad boy.
in Jesus name i pray,
amen.