it felt weird.
weird when i went to church yesterday.
i have no explaination why.
but it felt weird.
maybe i was just too tired.
or maybe the poison from mon-fri is just too strong.
and its gonna get even worse in feb when 3 weekends are gonna get burned by armour live firing..
i hope this week'll be a better week.
God i just feel so weak.
things always don't go they way i want them to.
even if they did i don't feel good about it.
is this how it feels when we leave it all up to God?