this has got to be my most tiring and fully utilised week as a civilian!
this is the life man!
i love it so much that i hate to be going back tml.
night cycling, overnights, suppers, playing bridge, prayer meetings, slacking around..
i could only ask for more money. hahaha!
though i have a little bit of regret, the week had still been enjoyable! =)

hai, but reality check: i have not ORD-ed yet. =/

FREEDOM
this is what everyone craves for.
to be free to do anything you want.
to do the things you enjoy.
to use the time to do good things.

this craving is amplified GREATLY when you're deprived of it.
forced into doing things that you don't enjoy.
forced to pay increased phone bills (i never chat on the phone with anyone else other than for SAF purpose! $50 increase in the bill!! i don't even have a girlfriend.. it's money not well-spent and wasted.. =[ very sad huh...)

but through it all, i can only say i emerge a stronger person, $50 lesser to spend each month though..
more aggressive.
more straight forward.
faster movement, lesser crap.
bigger balls to do things, bolder to try, increased faith.
fearless when bashing into the forest at night.
perhaps a more stubborn one too.
fiery temper.
shrunken-ed brain due to low usage.

i can only ask God to: "give me enough strength each day to bring me through all these!"
give me the endurance to last just 4 more months!!
let me love 2010!! =)